ur cute when u scream..

new avatar.

2005-02-20T22:14:06Z

yea thats right. i changed the hopping thing haha. idk but i LOVE the sheep! hahahaha. its great:) anyways LEAVE ME COMMENTS! if i get at least 10, ill update more often like i used to. so. fucking. COMMENT

here we go.

2005-02-13T06:06:05Z

WOULD YOU...
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere

D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] so called "together" but not "officially"?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?

ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinking about me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the fav

HJAHAHAHA

2005-01-30T09:06:31Z

I CHANGED MY AVATAR THING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I FUCKING LOVE IT! HAHAHAHAHHA

HA!

2005-01-28T04:04:39Z

Napoleon Dyanamite
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Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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word.

2005-01-26T23:52:57Z

yes. jessie. is the best. shes buying me a guitar for my birthday. :-D how fucking sweet. its a george lynch signature series esp baritone. :-P its black with silver flames n red outlining. its sexy as shit.

hmm. i shoveled a lot again today. my back hurts. a lot. haha.

yea i just wanted to update. later

FUCK YES

2005-01-24T03:41:56Z

STEELERS SUCK! PATRIOTS WON! MUAHAHAHA

3 SUPER BOWL APPEARANCES IN 4 YEARS. AMAZING!

anyways. i just wanted to say that. :-D

what is up.

2005-01-22T14:57:04Z

yea. i went bowling last night with Ryan, Ashley, and Tania. it was pretty fun. i got a 93! =-O! im good. haha. anyways im bored.

damn. we're supposed to get upwards to 24 inches of snow. fucking. gay. i hate snow. haha. oh well. locked up in my house with nothing to do. (what else is new). hmm. IF anyone would have transportation anywhere before the snow, would anyone wanna do something? haha.

yea. ryan let me borrow his armor for sleep cd. which is good. cuz i only had like... 3 songs by them on my computer. theyre nasty.

hmm. what else. idk. im just bored so i decided id update. later.

im bored.

2005-01-21T16:20:36Z

The Rules are:
Step 1: Open your Winamp or other MP3 player
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.

1. armor for sleep - dream to make beleive
2. blink 182 - please take me home
3. creed - beautiful
4. senses fail - free fall without a parachute
5. the starting line - saddest girl story
6. sugarcult - pretty girl
7. with broken wings - a beautiful tragedy
8. allister - racecars
9. new found glory - doubt full
10. a dozen furies - by any means

hello

2005-01-18T16:30:28Z

yea. so i met this girl. named Jessie. shes like.. my SOUL MATE!. like. wow. shes amazing :) we both think we're meant for each other. and its seems like its true. :-D remember in my info "i need a hot sexy g/f to make me do this --->:-D" well.thats her. she isnt my "g/f" yet. but she soon will be, we both feel the same about each other :) haha

im calling her right now. cuz she told me to call @ 1130. hmmm.. voicemail :( grr haha

anyways im gonna go now. im gonna watch robin hood :) haha

survey

2005-01-14T05:22:31Z

.name. Aaron
.age. 17
.sex. male
.martial status. Single
.hair color. brown
.eye color. brown
.sexual preference. straight
.ethnicity. canadian

{favorite...}

.band. a dozen furies
.song. hmm.. lots
.singer. dan marsala
.food. apple sauce :-P
.book. hamlet
.magazine. revolver
.sport. football
.movie. umm.. the day after tomorrow, american history x
.flower. yellow rose
.animal. white tiger
.candy. laffy taffy
.tv show. BATTLE FOR OZZFEST!! \M/
.tv station. mtv2 or espnnews
.video game. halo2
.anime. um i dislike anime lol
.manga. idk
.stuffed animal. taz
.country. U.S.
.state. um, out the ones ive been to, MAINE rocked.
.color. blue
.weather. not too hot, not too cold, like.. 70-75
.season. Summer
.time of day. Night
.month. june this year 18 baby
.quote.
i hate, these bright blue skies
to greet me in the morning
rather than your arms...

.journal. mine :-P

{family}

.living arrangement. Mom, grandma, "stepdad" ick
.how many people are in your family. 3
.do you ever have family get togethers?. thanksgiving n xmas
.your favorite cousin. Allen, hes the man
.your favorite family member. cuz Allen
.your least favorite family member. MY REAL DAD id murder him if i found him
.is family important to you?. yea
.do you get along with your parents?. no
.siblings.
.ages, if any.
.do you get along with your siblings?.
.pets. Yes
.if yes, what kind?. 2 cats

{beliefs}

*do you believe in...*

.God. Yea
.the devil. Yea
.heaven. Yea
.hell. Yea
.reincarnation. yea
.karma. Yea
.miracles. Yea
.luck. Yea good and bad
.fate/destiny. Yea
.magic. Yea
.someone for everyone. no
.religion. ya

{thoughts}

.suicide. Crossed my mind
.homosexuality. doesnt bother me
.depression. been there done that
.sex before marriage. well id b a hypocrit if i said im against it
.abortion. Fucked up. people shood go to jail for it, its fucking murder
.boredom. sucks
.war/terrorism. Useless/Fucked up
.love. Pain
.life. The biggest challenge EVER (damn straight JJ, i didnt needa change ur answer)

{relationships}

.sexual preference. straight
.do you have a crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend?. well, i HAD a crush
.what is their name?. ha im not putting it
.how old are they? 18
.hair color. Brown
.eye color. brown? hazel?
.do they drive?. yes
.if yes, what kind of car?. acura
.how long have you been going out with this person?. im not
.do you love him/her?. idk..
.do they love you?. no
.best memory with this person. oh man.. just talkin to her is the best
.least favorite memory with this person. none yet
.girls i've kissed. not typing all the girls ive kissed haha
.first date location. movies
.best date location. my best date was either the beach or canobie
.ideal date. a theme park, dinner, bowling lol
.first kiss location. oh damn, i dont remember, i was like 4 hahaha
.best kiss location. in my bed :-X
.where do you like to be kissed?. haha. i love the neck and chest
.ideal kiss. long passionate. and meaningful
.have you ever had sex?. yea
.if yes, where?. my bed most of the time, umm once in my basement. haha
.if not, are you planning to anytime soon?. lol

{music - yay or nay}

.pop. nay
.rock. yay
.rap. nay
.r&b. nay
.ska. yay
.emo. yay
.hardcore. yay
.country. nay
.classical. nay
.foreign. nay
.hip-hop. nay
.dashboard confessional. yay
.yellowcard. yay
.the early november. yay
.good charlotte. nay
.blink-182. yay
.simple plan. nay
.thrice. yay
.afi. yay
.less than jake. yay
.goldfinger. yay
.the distillers. yay
.something corporate. yay
.reel big fish. nay
.phish. nay
.all-american rejects. yay
.from autumn to ashes. yay
.the casualties. nay
.led zepplin. yay (whoever made this survery forgot the e in Zeppelin)
.the sex pistols. yay
.pennywise. yay
.thursday. yay
.the used. yay
.anti-flag. nay
.the white stripes . nay
.the offspring. yay
.the starting line. yay
.finch. yay
.senses fail. yay
.system of a down. yay
.mudvayne. yay
.taking back sunday. yay
.the ataris. yay
.trust company. yay
.hoobastank. yay
.evanescence. nay
.linkin park. yay
.new found glory. yay
.allister. yay
.NOFX. nay
.motion city soundtrack. yay
.slick shoes. nay
.bouncing souls. nay
.alice in chains. nay
.gob. yay
.nickleback. yay
.puddle of mudd. yay
.rancid. nay
.favorite song of all time. Led Zeppelin - Battle of Evermore
.favorite band of all time. Led Zeppelin

{this or that}

.coke/pepsi. pepsi
.vanilla coke/vanilla pepsi. pepsi
.chocolate/vanilla. chocolate
.black/white. Black
.light/dark. dark
.sun/moon. moon
.rain/snow. rain
.sunshine/rain. sunshine
.summer/winter. summer
.spring/autumn. i say fall
.sunrise/sunset. sunrise
.car/suv. car
.cellphone/pager. Cellphone
.radio/tv. tv. radio sucks. same old shit over n over
.vhs/dvd. DVD
.cd/tape. CD
.glasses/contacts. dont need either
.morning/night. night
.ocean/pool. Pool
.skiing/snowboarding. Snowboarding
.skating/skateboarding. boarding
.oranges/apples. apples
.strawberries/bananas. strawberries
.penguins/polar bears. penguins
.mcdonalds/burger king. bk lounge
.pizza hut/dominos. The hut baby
.wine/champagne. wine

{have you ever...}

.stole/shop-lifted. Yes
.sped. Yea but not busted yet
.smoked. ya
.drank. Yeah
.gotten drunk. Yeah
.gotten drunk and passed out. No
.gotten drunk and couldn't remember anything. No
.done drugs. ya
.weed. ya
.marijuana. ya
.shrooms. no
.lsd. no
.ecstasy. no
.crack. no
.cocaine. no
.heroin. No
.inhalants. no
.skinny dipped. ya
.gave someone a lap dance. ya
.had sex. yea
.snuck out of the house. yea
.ran away from home. yea
.tried to commit suicide. yea
.used someone. no
.cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend. yea :(
.got caught 'doing something'. yea. haha. once. u know who u are haha
.embarrassed yourself. yea
.share an embarrassing moment. haha. when i got caught by my mom with my pants undone :-X

heey

2005-01-14T00:16:20Z

being sick.. sucks. i just want to state that

anyhoo. the a dozen furies cd came in the mail today :-D its fucking awesome. i recomend pickin it up at their site if u like the post hardcore/metal music. http://www.adozenfuries.com

hmm... im bored. theres no one online to talk to. lol. cuz im so coooool.

yea im gonna go, LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND SHOW ME HOW COOL I AM? ;-)

whattup

2005-01-12T19:43:45Z

hey people. im at ryans house. they had a half day so i came over. we went to visit our old teachers @ saint pats. it was awesome. sr anne and sr nancy told me lawrence high got their credits all fixed n shit. im so pissed haha. so im gonna be... GOING BACK TO SCHOOOOOOL!!!!! :-D:-D:-D:-D:-D u have no fuckin idea how happy that makes me. hahahaha. niiice. my life is gonna be sweeeeet. but yea. i just wanted to update

whats up

2005-01-11T05:54:37Z

HEY PEOPLE!

A DOZEN FURIES WON BATTLE FOR OZZFEST! and they also won a spot on 2005 ozzfest 2nd stage, 60 grand, new equipment from gibson guitars (fuckin sweet)... AND a RECORD CONTRACT to santuary records. FUCKIN AWESOME.

fuck yes. anyone wanna go to ozzfest this year with me? leave comments if u do. we'll work somethin out

what esle..
i just watched a SICK movie on independant film channel. fuckin sick movie. its called "Bully" its wicked good. im gonna buy it on DVD. yea. its really good.

yea im gonna go now n play some Shenmue 2 on xbox. later

whats up

2005-01-10T04:40:06Z

im fucking bored. did nothin all day. i was supposed to go to the guitar store with my cousn, but i have no minutes on my phone so it never rang when he called. fucking gay.

anyone wanna do something 2morrow? i def dont have plans. haha

hmm what else is new? nothing really.

anyways i just wanted to post something later

stole this from ryan

2005-01-08T15:21:19Z

Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: ya
Your height: 5'5"
Eye color: dark brown
Hair color: dark brown
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: with my mom
Tattoos: as soon as i turn 18, but im gettin a shitload
Obsessions?: music
Addictions?: music
Do you speak another language?: no

LAST...

movie you rented = anger management
movie you bought = cast away
song you listened to = crossfade - cold
song that was stuck in your head = breaking benjamin - follow
Cd listened to = funeral for a friend - casually dressed & deep in conversation
person you've called = Julie
person that's called you = Julie
show you've watched = home improvement

Do you:

smoke?: ya
Do drugs?: yup
Read the newspaper? yup
go 2 church?: no
talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
Walk in the rain? sometimes
talk to people even though you hate them?: no

Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: i hate my talking voice, i like my singing voice
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: no
Eaten something that made other people sick?: um maybe
been in love?: yea
Done drugs?: yea
Gone skinny dipping?: yea
Had a medical emergency?: YES :(:( im the "miracle kid"
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: buncha times
played strip poker?: once, with my ex g/f (her first time playing poker) and i LOST
Got beaten up?: yea, buncha times, lol
beaten someone up?: .yea, buncha times lol
Been picked on?: oh boy, all the time
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: all the time
Pulled an all nighter?: ive pulled a all-weeker
Gone one day without food?: yea
Talked on the phone all night?: yea
slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yea
slept all day: yea
killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yea
Kissed the same sex?: nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
had a dream that came true: like 34897 times
Broken the law?: yea a lotta time
Met a famous person: yea, buncha people
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: aww one time i hit a bird on my bike :(
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: yea
been on radio/TV?: yea/yea
Been in a mosh-pit?: HELL YEA! SO FUCKIN FUN
Had a recurring dream?: all the time

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
Who is your best friend(s)?: ryan, im also keeras "gay" best friend
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: casey
Who's your longest known friend?: ryan
Shyest?: ryan sometimes
funniest: KEERA haha she makes me roll over
Sweetest?: julie :)
Closest?: def ryan. idk what id do if we werent buds
Weirdest?: umm jen. yes
Smartest?: hmm idk
ditziest?? idk
Last person you talked to online?: ashley
Who are you on the phone with most?: ha. me on the phone? im not that cool
Who do you fight most with? jen
Who's the best singer?: keera sings mighty good.
Who's on your shit-list?: nathan that faggomaniac
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yea (a girl) haha
Who's your second family?: the macinnis family
Who's the loudest friend?: bryan
Do you trust others easily?: depends
Who's house were you last at?: ryans
Name one person who's arms you feel safest in: i honestly cant answer

Love

Do you consider love a mistake?: love was born to die
What do you find romantic?: do u really want me to take forever to answer this?
Turn-on?: eyes & taste in music haha
Turn-off?: stuck up or snobby
First kiss?: danielle p.
If someone you had no interest in, had interest in dating you how would you feel?: id feel bad
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out?: OH GOSH YES haha
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes i have
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yea?
What is best about the opposite sex?: hmm to many good things to choose from
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: OH MY the list cood go on haha
What's the last present someone gave you?: family guy poster/etc...
Are you in love?: not yet

woot

2005-01-05T12:02:09Z

The Rules are:
Step 1: Open your Winamp or other MP3 player
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.

1. atreyu - aint love grand
2. caliban - i've sold myself
3. cynder - endless struggle
4. from autumn to ashes - capeside rock
5. the haunted - all against all
6. in flames - cloud connected
7. children of bodom - needled 24/7
8. dimmu borgir - hybrig stigmata
9. the used - let it bleed
10. a dozen furies - push away

yea everyone i think i have a new favorite band.
A DOZEN FURIES! go vote for them to win battle for ozzfest
http://www.mtv.com/onair/dyn/battle_for_ozzfest/html_poll.jhtml

listen to em here
http://www.purevolume.com/adozenfuries

what the fuck

2005-01-03T23:31:55Z

MY MOM CHOKES ON THIN TINY PENIS!!!

u know the whole "i cant get my license cuz i need a doctors note" well..

IVE HAD THE NOTE FOR 8 MONTHS!!! MY MOMS BEEN HIDING IT FROM ME

i swear IM GONNA KILL HER!

shes so.... arg FAT

boo

2005-01-02T07:34:29Z

WOULD YOU RATHER...
1.pierce your nose or tongue? tongue
2.be serious or be funny? both
3.boxers or briefs?: boxers
4.drink whole or skim milk? skim
5.be single or taken? taken
6.be simple or complicated? simple

DO YOU PREFER...
7.flowers or angels? angels
8.grey or gray? grey
9.color or black-and-white photos? both
10.M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
11.staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
12.calling it POP or SODA? soda
13.using Xs or Os in Tic-Tac-Toe? x
14.water or soda/pop? water
15.Do you have a crush? yea kinda
16.being hot or cold? warm
17.tall b/f's or g/f's or short? short
18.sun or moon? moon, suns hurt my eyes haha
19.emeralds or rubies? emeralds
20.left or right? right
21.sun or rain? sun
22.vanillacream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla
23.boys or girls? girls
24.green beans or carrots? carrots
25.low fat or fat free? fat free
26.croutons or bacon bits? Bacon bits
27.2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4 doors
28.Mr. Pibb or Dr.Pepper? dr. pepper

MISCELLANEOUS...
27. What is your biggest fear in the world? losing all my friends (mostly have, not all tho)
28. Kids or no kids? kids
29. Cat or dog? i love all animals
30. Half empty or half full? empty as fuck, not even half
31. Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
32. Hard cover books or soft cover books? soft cover
33. Newspaper or magazine? magazine
34. Sandals or sneakers? sneakers
35. Wonder or amazement? wonder
36. Red car or white car? red
37. Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor, definatly
38. Singing or dancing? singing
39. Hugging or kissing? cuddling?
40. Corduroy or plaid? plaid
41. Happy or sad? im used to being sad, idk what happy feels like
42. Purple or green? green
43. Blondes, brunettes, or redheads? brunettes
44. Full Name? Aaron Mottram
45. Parent's names? Gayle Mottram and Ray Dube(ill kill u if i find u ray!! >:-O)
46. Birthdate? june 23
47. Born? 1987
48. Numbers ages ,and names of siblings? none
Have you ever...
49.had the drink Calypso Breeze? no
50. been in love? yup
51. been toilet-papering? no
52. ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yea

Future...
53. What kind of job do you want? MUSIC
54. Do you want to get married? yea

People...
55. Who makes you laugh the most? uhh.. thats tough
56. Who is the shyest? i dont fuckin kno
57. Who is the most outgoing? me lol
58.Who knows the most about you? ryan, casey

WHAT/WHO DO THESE MAKE U THINK OF...
59. Rock? music
60. Green? marijuana
61. crying? how i spend my nights
62. Peanut butter? smeared on ur ass haha
63. Spring? fun
64. Summer? birthday

FAVORITES...
65. Song at the moment: funeral for a friend - escape artist's never die
66. Color? blue
67. Country song? none

Friends...
68. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest? jen
69. Are you in a gang or club or some kind of group? Gang? um no haha

how accurate

2005-01-01T10:06:59Z

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Alcohol

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Cocaine

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Inhalents

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None!

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Mushrooms

25%

Ecstacy

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i still miss danielle... :'(

poo

2005-01-01T09:56:20Z

i cant sleep.. :( i miss danielle :'(...

*SIGH*

yea anyways im gonna go fucking be a loser, i dont have to try so hard to do that HA

fuck you by the way

hey

2005-01-01T06:54:25Z

its 2005. woop. just another year for my life to suck hahahaha

anyyyyyyways

happy birthday jen! big 1-8 haha

bye

bah......

2004-12-31T23:54:00Z

yea... life still sucks..

ive been cryin a lot.. :-\ it sucks.. i miss her already :(

but yet, i respect her decision. i dont want her to feel uncomfortable or anything that makes her unhappy. so if this makes her happy, then i support it. as long as we stay friends right? :-\ but how often do i stay friends with an ex-girlfriend?... not often... hopefully this time we'll stay friends...

we havent really talked.. like.. at all.. so idk if we're gonna still hang out n stuff.. it SUCKS...

anywho, i got nothing to do tonight on new years eve. arent i just so cool? haha NO.

im gonna go cuz im pathetic

reply to these in a comment yo

2004-12-31T19:50:05Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something lovely about you (or not so lovely, but honest).
2. I will then tell you what song(s) reminds me of you.
3. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
4. Put this in your journal.(if you have one)

wow

2004-12-30T20:40:18Z

life is fucking pointless

whats up

2004-12-30T01:22:10Z

this poisons my intoxitcation
i broke the needle off in my skin
picked the scabs and picked the bleeding
and assumed that it was all in vain
a positive scab thats never healing
calloused hit me in the face
a burning bridge thats so misleading
poisons more potent now with the flame...
let it bleed
take the red for what its worth woah
watch the fire
fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
if you feel like dying you might wanna sing...

ive been listening to that song A LOT lately. idk why. lol. just felt like updatin so here we go.

im wicked bored, today sucked. went to bed laaaate last night, woke up feeling like shit. coodnt hang out with Danielle cuz she wasnt feelin good, (neither was i). and the whole day was so fucking boring. nothing to do. no one online, nothing on TV, yea the day just basically sucked.

haha.. later